Well, everyone I'm coming back to DA. As of right now I'll begin to restore all of my old works up here and begin developing new works....soon. But first, a little recap for those of you probably missed me. Three months ago, I was depressed about school, lack of work, and my questionable dedication to my artwork. It was all overwhelming and by everyone living under one roof was even more stressful.

The hollering, yelling, and screaming, doors slammin' and stompin' around the house which is already falling apart. Just gets worst as the days go by. Speaking of which, I can feel myself wasting away in my room, I can ACTUALLY feel the hopeless, shame, and depression setting in. I sleep all day and stay up all night trying, to find peace but I can't. I don't go outside because I'm disgusted by my surroundings. People call but I never answer...most of the time.

I then knew what I was missing and it wasn't DA it was these artists here gathering together to share their internal creations and visions, their poetry, their stories, their lives....

And yet they're "forced" to suppress their internal visions for the sake of decency and morality. Where was all this back (insert number of years) ago? I can't even watch a "good" cartoon anymore because an animator's idea of a "good" cartoon is a stereotyped talking whale and a little sailor boy hyped up on candy (Man, I missed KND...) but enough ranting...

Point is this, I can't stay here anymore, no one wants me here, and I'm ready to go. I'm caught up in this tangled mess I've made when all I needed to do was stay on it. I've watched ALL of you push your limits and improve your skills even when your not feeling up to it. You all inspire me to get up and do something with my dreams rather than waste away here. Recently, I've looked for new inspiration and found deep breathing exercises to be quite effective in relieving tension.

As of right now, I'll be checking in regularly, perhaps give a few tips and exercises to flex your creative prowess, but for now keep that internal DRIVE strong...

Also, I'm think of starting a special project soon called Create-A-Story Mode....yeah know

More details coming soon...




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